Not in any mood.
Friday, July 07, 2006
Pretty much not in the mood to do anything now. NOT EVEN PORN. Just feel like blurting everything out and seeking the right channel. I'm vexed and jaded. Arghh.. dunno if it's the post overseas feeling or just feeling crappy. Well all i know is it sucks.
Came back frm a 3D2N trip to KL last sunday. In celebration of my new job. So went on a spending spree there in hope to getaway frm the boring city. Bought a Adidas jacket(fake) @ S$17, bum equipment jeans @ S$20+ and a few polos.. Enjoyed high class meals overdere... it's diff lar. When you are overseas, you tend not to bother so much on how much you really spend dere?? You just simply want to empty your pockets by the time you make ur way hme.
Then Monday, my new job. New environment, new colleagues and new job scopes to cover. Been spending 4days now. Getting the stress piled up as tonnes n tonnes of work are introduced to me. Everything's starting frm scratch again. Nth learnt frm poly nor frm my past working experiences. So everyday... ABAP, SAP, ABAP, SAP, ABAP, SAP, arrr...!!! Then just yesterday(thurs) i'm expected to get my CRYSTAL learnt and worked. wow... just when I got started w my ABAP n SAP... , now i have to cease all my focus and concentrate on CRYSTAL... damn. No breath-er Pardon my whining.. but however, I appreciate the learning experience still.. enjoyed it lar.. Haha. Wait till the day cme, when i learnt all the skills, wahahaha... GET PREPARED TO GET MY RESIGNATION LETTER!! Still wanna thanks my ex-manager.. for giving me e chance and for the recommendation. Though you're not reading, thanks yeah FATTY. hehe.
Brought back for reading up. But ended up doing other stuff. Things I thought mayb I shldnt even have initiated..wasted. Afterall, all efforts eventually will come down to zero. I'm wet blanket-ed and disappointed.. Bothered that there's nth i can do to change the situation. Maybe it's better to worry abt my own things done b4 i start bothering abt others. Maybe. Let's just let things be with.
One quote i tot of when I was bathing.. "Talk is free. Action speaks louder". It's not created by me. So of course you would have heard it smewhere but. It just applies to my thoughts. I never trust ppl whom only talk n yet no action seen. Sme ppl may beg to differ. But well, that's my stand. and I'm happy with it.
Came back frm a 3D2N trip to KL last sunday. In celebration of my new job. So went on a spending spree there in hope to getaway frm the boring city. Bought a Adidas jacket(fake) @ S$17, bum equipment jeans @ S$20+ and a few polos.. Enjoyed high class meals overdere... it's diff lar. When you are overseas, you tend not to bother so much on how much you really spend dere?? You just simply want to empty your pockets by the time you make ur way hme.
Then Monday, my new job. New environment, new colleagues and new job scopes to cover. Been spending 4days now. Getting the stress piled up as tonnes n tonnes of work are introduced to me. Everything's starting frm scratch again. Nth learnt frm poly nor frm my past working experiences. So everyday... ABAP, SAP, ABAP, SAP, ABAP, SAP, arrr...!!! Then just yesterday(thurs) i'm expected to get my CRYSTAL learnt and worked. wow... just when I got started w my ABAP n SAP... , now i have to cease all my focus and concentrate on CRYSTAL... damn. No breath-er Pardon my whining.. but however, I appreciate the learning experience still.. enjoyed it lar.. Haha. Wait till the day cme, when i learnt all the skills, wahahaha... GET PREPARED TO GET MY RESIGNATION LETTER!! Still wanna thanks my ex-manager.. for giving me e chance and for the recommendation. Though you're not reading, thanks yeah FATTY. hehe.
Brought back for reading up. But ended up doing other stuff. Things I thought mayb I shldnt even have initiated..wasted. Afterall, all efforts eventually will come down to zero. I'm wet blanket-ed and disappointed.. Bothered that there's nth i can do to change the situation. Maybe it's better to worry abt my own things done b4 i start bothering abt others. Maybe. Let's just let things be with.
One quote i tot of when I was bathing.. "Talk is free. Action speaks louder". It's not created by me. So of course you would have heard it smewhere but. It just applies to my thoughts. I never trust ppl whom only talk n yet no action seen. Sme ppl may beg to differ. But well, that's my stand. and I'm happy with it.
soowei noted at 1:14 AM
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