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Monday, May 01, 2006
I'm speechless... I really have no idea what's going on in my flooded brain. Lots of questions and scenarios are playing and floating around in my brain. So many that I just would rather choose not to answer it. With the fear of knowing the truth - Escaping. I'm sick and jaded of always running from my troubles and always making my troubles someone's. Even if i made my troubles someone's, i believe that though i've deep buried it in me, the trouble will still come back to haunt me. I dun used to be like this. What happened?!?! Why all the self pity and self doubts??? Why?? Why shld i bother?? Why issit that when i try to be bo chup or nonchalent, i still feel unhappy?? Stupid brain. When i wake up tml, just let me die off and be brain dead. I would be better off so.
soowei noted at 11:31 PM
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