Friends no more?
Sunday, September 12, 2004
This week, everything's so different. Friends are no longer friends but strangers. This cold feeling just makes me feel so awkward and make me so "no mood"?? Dunno how to put it into words. It just sucks lar. Things are different for my family too. Every second I spend with them can make a big difference and is just so important. They just do. One second they may be my parents, e next, no longer. To sum up, just hope time heals everything. Amen. Ambithaba.
Been on standby for the charlie battery. Every week, one of the signallers from HQ will be attached to the battery line for standby. So who's the unlucky no.1?Me lor. The usual 'lucky' me. Actually it's nothing really. Except that I have to wake up slightly earlier to draw arms and to act fast when there's an activation. Other than that, everything's just the same. Starting to like the life in battery line. Relationships between the signallers, gunners and the storemans and GAs are so much closer compared to HQ. In HQ, most of the people are just to themselves. Selfish lots. Wait, I won't say I'm not selfish too. But I'll give help to those who need my help or to those who once helped me. Enough of the army stuff.
Went out w/ my friend this friday. Went driving around in my dad's van. Just wanted to get things off my mind, even for a second. Haha. Drove so fast..100km/hr. Marc got his shock of his life. It's afterall the 1st time he see me, the safety driver drove that fast. Just not feeling good. Haha, so he took over the wheel for the rest of the night. Keep hanging on to it, not allowing me to drive anymore. Stopped at some kopitiam at dover for some beer. Talk cork and drank till I drop dead. Then anything after that, I cant remember. Only vaguely that he sent me home. <- He told me that lar. Just dun remember anything. But lucky I woke up with my clothes intact. Hahaa.. Woke up the following day at around 1plus with huge hangover. I'm supposed to meet my friends at 2. Haha. Late again. Sorry guys, haha but I treat u guys for drinks alreadi k? Forgive me. Haha yeah went drinking again. Over at CHIMES. This time smoke a stick or two. Just not in the goodey mood I'm in. Felt so LOSER this period of my life. LOW's the word for me. Then took a cab home w/ my friends. And went seating at the void deck. Start pouring out our feelings about everything, NS, relationships, family, dogs, gals. Haha just everything under the sun(although it's night then lar.. only got moon). Then today went out w/ my SI buddy. It's his bdae today. So went out with him for movies and dinner. Acc him lar. Still the same old him, but seems like I've grown taller? Hehe.. or was it just me comforting myself again. Let's pray the opposite. Geez gotta go. Booking in with e charlie ppl. keep my fingers crossed. And pray for the best for everything.
Been on standby for the charlie battery. Every week, one of the signallers from HQ will be attached to the battery line for standby. So who's the unlucky no.1?Me lor. The usual 'lucky' me. Actually it's nothing really. Except that I have to wake up slightly earlier to draw arms and to act fast when there's an activation. Other than that, everything's just the same. Starting to like the life in battery line. Relationships between the signallers, gunners and the storemans and GAs are so much closer compared to HQ. In HQ, most of the people are just to themselves. Selfish lots. Wait, I won't say I'm not selfish too. But I'll give help to those who need my help or to those who once helped me. Enough of the army stuff.
Went out w/ my friend this friday. Went driving around in my dad's van. Just wanted to get things off my mind, even for a second. Haha. Drove so fast..100km/hr. Marc got his shock of his life. It's afterall the 1st time he see me, the safety driver drove that fast. Just not feeling good. Haha, so he took over the wheel for the rest of the night. Keep hanging on to it, not allowing me to drive anymore. Stopped at some kopitiam at dover for some beer. Talk cork and drank till I drop dead. Then anything after that, I cant remember. Only vaguely that he sent me home. <- He told me that lar. Just dun remember anything. But lucky I woke up with my clothes intact. Hahaa.. Woke up the following day at around 1plus with huge hangover. I'm supposed to meet my friends at 2. Haha. Late again. Sorry guys, haha but I treat u guys for drinks alreadi k? Forgive me. Haha yeah went drinking again. Over at CHIMES. This time smoke a stick or two. Just not in the goodey mood I'm in. Felt so LOSER this period of my life. LOW's the word for me. Then took a cab home w/ my friends. And went seating at the void deck. Start pouring out our feelings about everything, NS, relationships, family, dogs, gals. Haha just everything under the sun(although it's night then lar.. only got moon). Then today went out w/ my SI buddy. It's his bdae today. So went out with him for movies and dinner. Acc him lar. Still the same old him, but seems like I've grown taller? Hehe.. or was it just me comforting myself again. Let's pray the opposite. Geez gotta go. Booking in with e charlie ppl. keep my fingers crossed. And pray for the best for everything.
soowei noted at 9:19 AM
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