Me myself n my temper

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Arghh.. am very vexed w/ sme family matters recently. Haha.. but will try very hard to prevent it frm affecting myself. Been getting rather tempermental nowadays. So this libra here is still trying to strike a balance for himself. So friends n family, pls tolerate for a while. Hehe.. anyways.. So this wk.. hmm.. wat did i do this wk..??

Oh yeah.. a rather major shift in the signal appointments.. Many of our mates gonna taken away frm their original appt and allocated a new one.. Me,.. e usual "lucky" one is also taken into consideration.. DAMN!! My original appt's rearlink, can be considered as a useless post ba.. Not really important unless there's any major injury or stuff dat need to be reported to the base. But it wont be needed in Thunderwarrior(our next exercise).. so i'll be a extra lar.. Me n kin foong to be exact. But he n jeffrey(another signaller) being attached to another unit will not be needed to help out in the exercise as they will be busy w/ other stuff. Jeffrey's the S4 signaller. And so e post's empty for e moment. Bahhh.. lazy to explain lar.. in short.. now it's either me or samuel to be e S4 signaller. Our BSO wanted e both of us to come out w/ our own choice n tell him leh.. but.. hahaha.. me.. just dun lik e feeling of "killing each other".. So.. guess i'll just let e matter come to rest n let fate decide everything? haha.. dat's just me. Anyways there's nth much i can do.

Things in S1 cell.. been fucked up. haha.. i'm getting more n more irritated by e one n only bastard there. oh ya n of coz e machine gun dere... which is.. e egg tart and e mdm lar... fuckers. just by listenin to them can make me feel irritated... Never felt so irritated b4... Really.. Anyways.. been slacking dere.. reporting late... coming down late.. disappearing acts w/ logan during e office hrs.. etc.. The only good thing i can think of's just dat tis untolerable's feelings going to end in just a few more days.. OH YEAH~...

So.. hmm.. fri catched "Saw" w/ hui.. a rather disturbing show.. It's abt a physco who goes ard making ppl make their decision to whether they wan to die or survive. But if they want to survive, they will have to play sme crazy n challenging games w/ him. If they won, they will live their lives... Simple story.. but honestly i think it shldn be only rated as NC16. It's not scary nor frightening.. it's only disturbing.. dunno how to explain it.. ur heart just feel tensed up watching the show.. Still i luv it.. ahhaa.. 4 stars!! Sat.. went out w/ my god sis.. haha.. long time nvr see her.. still e same old her.. no changes.. except for her hairstyle. haha.. But still like e old times, we talked n talked non stop.. N she treated me to pizza hut.. not bad.. ate to my hearts content. How i wish i can get back to my poly days.. life were much fully utilised? if dat's e word.. n i'm always e carefree go lucky guy back den.. Sigh.. haha.. anyways i wish lar.. but wishes dun come true.

Sunday.. did nth much.. helped out w/ work for my bro.. e air con thing lar.. again.. den nite went ktv w/ qlong n hui lor.. well.. everything's going smoothly n i'm getting in e mood for singing when smeone called me... my dxx.. had a quarrel w/ him over sme stuff.. n throughout e whole nite.. no mood liao.. dampened my spirits lor.. n i dampened qlong n hui's.. haha.. sorry guys. :P bahh.. but feeling much better now..

Yest... brought my mum to e doc.. n went dinner w/ my friends.. yeah it's xue's bdae on e 24th but celebrate it earlier.. So e usual stuff ate our dinner.. sat down n talk cork. wanted to get to e movies or hav a drink or so.. but e gals lar... damn.. time wasters.. shop n shop until it's 11plus den say it's late.. hahaa wan go hme.. kns leh... shittters.. hahaha.. anyways dey need their sleep for today's work too.. so dun blame dem lar.. just wan myself to be heard.. haha. k lar.. bookin in in a jiff... ciaoz..