Me myself n my temper

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Arghh.. am very vexed w/ sme family matters recently. Haha.. but will try very hard to prevent it frm affecting myself. Been getting rather tempermental nowadays. So this libra here is still trying to strike a balance for himself. So friends n family, pls tolerate for a while. Hehe.. anyways.. So this wk.. hmm.. wat did i do this wk..??

Oh yeah.. a rather major shift in the signal appointments.. Many of our mates gonna taken away frm their original appt and allocated a new one.. Me,.. e usual "lucky" one is also taken into consideration.. DAMN!! My original appt's rearlink, can be considered as a useless post ba.. Not really important unless there's any major injury or stuff dat need to be reported to the base. But it wont be needed in Thunderwarrior(our next exercise).. so i'll be a extra lar.. Me n kin foong to be exact. But he n jeffrey(another signaller) being attached to another unit will not be needed to help out in the exercise as they will be busy w/ other stuff. Jeffrey's the S4 signaller. And so e post's empty for e moment. Bahhh.. lazy to explain lar.. in short.. now it's either me or samuel to be e S4 signaller. Our BSO wanted e both of us to come out w/ our own choice n tell him leh.. but.. hahaha.. me.. just dun lik e feeling of "killing each other".. So.. guess i'll just let e matter come to rest n let fate decide everything? haha.. dat's just me. Anyways there's nth much i can do.

Things in S1 cell.. been fucked up. haha.. i'm getting more n more irritated by e one n only bastard there. oh ya n of coz e machine gun dere... which is.. e egg tart and e mdm lar... fuckers. just by listenin to them can make me feel irritated... Never felt so irritated b4... Really.. Anyways.. been slacking dere.. reporting late... coming down late.. disappearing acts w/ logan during e office hrs.. etc.. The only good thing i can think of's just dat tis untolerable's feelings going to end in just a few more days.. OH YEAH~...

So.. hmm.. fri catched "Saw" w/ hui.. a rather disturbing show.. It's abt a physco who goes ard making ppl make their decision to whether they wan to die or survive. But if they want to survive, they will have to play sme crazy n challenging games w/ him. If they won, they will live their lives... Simple story.. but honestly i think it shldn be only rated as NC16. It's not scary nor frightening.. it's only disturbing.. dunno how to explain it.. ur heart just feel tensed up watching the show.. Still i luv it.. ahhaa.. 4 stars!! Sat.. went out w/ my god sis.. haha.. long time nvr see her.. still e same old her.. no changes.. except for her hairstyle. haha.. But still like e old times, we talked n talked non stop.. N she treated me to pizza hut.. not bad.. ate to my hearts content. How i wish i can get back to my poly days.. life were much fully utilised? if dat's e word.. n i'm always e carefree go lucky guy back den.. Sigh.. haha.. anyways i wish lar.. but wishes dun come true.

Sunday.. did nth much.. helped out w/ work for my bro.. e air con thing lar.. again.. den nite went ktv w/ qlong n hui lor.. well.. everything's going smoothly n i'm getting in e mood for singing when smeone called me... my dxx.. had a quarrel w/ him over sme stuff.. n throughout e whole nite.. no mood liao.. dampened my spirits lor.. n i dampened qlong n hui's.. haha.. sorry guys. :P bahh.. but feeling much better now..

Yest... brought my mum to e doc.. n went dinner w/ my friends.. yeah it's xue's bdae on e 24th but celebrate it earlier.. So e usual stuff ate our dinner.. sat down n talk cork. wanted to get to e movies or hav a drink or so.. but e gals lar... damn.. time wasters.. shop n shop until it's 11plus den say it's late.. hahaa wan go hme.. kns leh... shittters.. hahaha.. anyways dey need their sleep for today's work too.. so dun blame dem lar.. just wan myself to be heard.. haha. k lar.. bookin in in a jiff... ciaoz..

soowei noted at 11:33 AM  | 

Boring day..(continued)

Friday, November 19, 2004

err.. was really lag w/ e stuff happening ard me.. duhz..well.. caught a few movies e past wk.. "Taxi", "Everybody has secrets", "Shutter" and "The forgotten"... of all.. my fav.. think will be Taxi and Shutter has secrets lar.. Not dat dey are damn nice.. but of these four. The two are the better ones ba. E worst will be "The forgotten". Pretty lame lar.. e show. It's trailer is like totally diff frm the movie itself. Kindda very not as expected story line. A lamer one den expected. :) Best will be Taxi lar.. haha.. really nice lor.. hilarious. HAha.. although i dunno e stars lar but real nice lor... can see beautiful ppl n cars..

soowei noted at 1:59 PM  | 

Boring Day..

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Hmm.. where to start frm. Me now in spec mess. haha.. doing COS duty ar.. but feeling bored so came down to update my webby. Damn it saw Sgt Bryan, who's e BOS of e day.. but couldn give a damn.. just "i cant see u".. Hahaha.. anyways e past wk.. were e one of e packest wk den.. Went to bintan w/ my buddies.. hehe nice.. Really luv e scenery n e bikini babes dere. RELAXING.. really got my mind off stuff man.. Hmmm.. forgot wat i wanted to say.. haha.. err.. eh... ar... Bikini babes.. den.. oh ya.. dunno how to describe lar.. e feeling's just so heavenly.. imagine.. after a long day of shopping.. u go for a full body massage.. dat's really soothing n relaxes ur nerves n muscles.. den.. u got for a dinner w/ such nice ambience by e sea... man.. It's just heavenly.. esp w/ bikini babes ard.. hahah.. wanted to write more abt e trip but.. lets keep sme stuff in e bottom of my heart.. Ks? hehe

oh ya.. took leave on e wed n fri.. meaning i left camp on tues eve back to hme.. den.. was expecting for a superx2 long wkend coz thurs was a public holiday.. but on e very tues nite.. my friend called up n asked me if i could help him do his duty coz he got sme family prob.. so w/o thinking just okay lor.. anyways i got nth to do.. haha.. yeah i noe he might be lying abt e craps.. but.. i just wanted to trust him ba.. i cant stop him if he's really lying.. dere's nth i can do i just did my part as a friend... to be continued..

soowei noted at 7:22 PM  | 

2 wks ago..

Friday, November 12, 2004

bahh... cant recall wat happened throughout e past 2wks.. okay i'll make it short k?

e 1st wk.. dated(25/10 to 31/10).. only vaguely figure out dat i was so sick e whole week.. haha.. bloody shorty arse(egg tart) gave me tons n tons of work.. while he just slack ard in one corner.. and even dare to raise his voice at a colleague of mine. How i wish i could knock e private down.. Oh went to catched a movie(The Cellular) w/ hui n beng on e fri.. we drove out.. yeah my van again.. wasnt feeling well then.. so had a bad mood lar.. was looking so sian e whole nite. bahh... tis n tat lar.. e usual stuff we do.. movies and supper and talk cork.. e thing dat i can really remember was dat i was speeding at abt 100km/hr again.. on e speed limit van of 60km/hr.. lucky i wasn caught. was speeding... just wanted to drive fast.. we had our window wind down.. to feel e wind.. yeah.. man it feels good i tell you.. then there was tis lorry in front of me.. dat's driving quite slow.. driving at such high speed, of coz i dun wish to slow it down lar.. so was thinking of overtaking it by crossing to e other lane. but there's a oncoming posh car driving at a high speed too... coming quite close to me den.. but was like.. err... dun give a damn lar.. so just cut to e other lane.. n back to e original lane.. haha.. hui n beng was so shock den.. haha.. stunned lar.. haha.. dey just stared at me for a sec. coz frm hui.. i was driving damn close to the lorry and could have crashed into it if e driver hadn slowed down his speed for me.. Heng bah.. Just wasnt thinking then. RUSH.. then after which drove to e airport... took a quick glance on e scenery and back to home.. Then.. Sat.. still feeling sick, went out w/ my buddies.. for "Shark tale".. haha.. a damn lame show lor.. frm e creators of Shrek.. wat can i expect.. haha.. but neither like it nor hate it. Then after which to my friend's chalet... didn stayed for long.. coz wasnt feeling well was feeling cold.. n shivering... e symtoms of running a fever.. so just showed my face.. and waited for e cake to be cut.. n VROOmm.. i go.. Took my temp when i reached hme.. err.. was at 39.6degrees... haha.. lazy to see e doc.. so just popped 2 panadols and back to bed. Woke up in e morn... was feeling sore over my body and little giddy.. but.. err.. haha.. promised e guys to go to e Escape w/ dem.. so just went... which before i pop another 2 panadols in a empty stomach.. no apetite for anything. This n dat lar... e theme park.. been dere done it... those rides dat make u giddy la. haha... e only rides i like were only e gold kart, Alpha 8 and wild and wet.. usual ones i go w/ my friends. but e guys was so crazy abt all e viking and e rainbow shit which really make me feel giddy.. ahhaha.. was on another viking.. haha.. wasn feeling rite alreadi.. but just go lor.. dun wanna be a wet blanket. haha.. n result in.. .. haha.. e ship was on it's peak.. when i finally felt e vomits coming up thru my throat.. so just mummed my mouth n swallow e whole of it down back to my stomach.. Gross?! haha..cme on lar.. who on earth haven done it before!?.. e most damn part was.. e pretty operator saw me.. damn.. my image.. haiz.. hahaha.. as if. never did go on any of e giddy rides after dat.. haha.. went to e toilet to pour everything out.. ooohh.. it never felt better..

2nd wk..dated(1/11 to 7/11) nth much i guess.. except dat went to alex's bdae instead to a old friend's.. feeling damn guilty abt it. But no choice alex asked me 1st.. so gotta keep my promise dude - lets go out another day.. damn dat guy got a gf b4 i did.. sian.. ahaha.. anyways congrats ya? sad dat nvr got a look at her.. geez.. Back to alex's bdae.. went to his chalet.. damn bored.. haha.. really.. but luckily samuel brought sme poker cards in.. or we will be just staring at each other e whole nite instead.. So wat can we do w/ a deck of poker but gamble.. haha.. Initially we just started w/ sme dumb game suggested by Bryan.. e stupid indian game where u hold ur card to ur forehead n e players just start laughing n jeering and u hav to decide if u wan to change ur card.. e biggest card wins? pretty dumb eh.. actually e game was fun... but not w/ a bunch of guys.. definitely.. shortly beng, hui n me head to e bowling alley and had a game or two.. not bad actually.. beng's just a lucky bastard.. haha.. anyways head back to e chalet... err.. played cards again.. another game suggested by bryan.. one dat requires brain power.. haha.. i hate using my brains.. kin foong n me didn want to join in e game initially.. coz we r just lazy librans.. haha.. but shortly joined in when they wanted to sabo alex.. haha.. wanted to get him drunk.. after a few games.. all e guys got sabo-ed except me.. haha.. coz i'm smart ar.. hahaha.. played "lau qian" haha.. SHHH.. bryan got e most drunk.. haha.. can see frm his face.. hahaha.. doing pretty badly.. so stopped e game and suggested to go out for supper.. so qinlong drove his lorry n we dropped by e nearby coffeehse to hav our supper.. n head back to e chalet.. sorry eh.. nth to write actually.. haha.. boring leh.. back to e chalet.. qinlong n kin foong n samuel head back hme.. while e rest slept overnite. Back in e chalet.. bryan.. slept like a log e moment he lied on e bed.. while me n hui chatted..

oh yeah finally sth... e next day's our recall manning.. meaning we will hav to head back to e camp if our hp are to ring.. haha.. so we hav to be ready at all times.. early in e morn.. our sgt msged us.. telling us e recall manning will be activated at ard 2.30pm. Kindda like a tip off.. It is a Tip OFF!! haha.. anyways so heed his advice .. woke up early to hav our breakfast at BK and all.. den.. another tip off frm dunno who (cant remember) saying we hav to be at e camp by 2.30pm. dumb.. so we are like travelling on alex's dad's car at 2.00pm.. to e camp even before e recall manning starts.. see how army works? it's all abt e word "GARANG".. our phone rang only after we reached our camp. Fucked up.. so back in our camp we stayed in our bunk for 2hrs resting on my bed.. i mean me... haha sleeping on my bed.. after reporting. n were released n head back to alex's camp.. blah blah.. blah blah.. cut cake.. gamble again.. blah blah.. n head back hme.. by e time i reached hme.. it's alreadi 4plus..? if my memory doesn fail me.. den slept until 8plus.. and woke up.. gotta meet my friends.. haha.. damn tired.. n sleepy.. dat e whole day i'm like a walking zombie..

soowei noted at 10:01 PM  | 

No pointing fingers

Sunday, November 07, 2004

A man asked his father-in-law, "Many people praised you for a successful marriage. Could you please share with me your secret?" The father-in-law answered in a smile, "Never criticise your wife for her shortcomings or when she does something wrong. Always bear in mind that because of her shortcomings and weaknesses, she could not find a better husband than you." We all look forward to being loved and respected. Many people are afraid of losing face. Generally, when a person makes a mistake, he would look around to find a scapegoat to point the finger at. This is the start of a war. We should always remember that when we> point one finger at a person, the other four fingers are pointing at ourselves. If we forgive others, others will ignore our mistake too.

soowei noted at 5:57 PM  |