Just checked my bank.. damn.. i'm spending $$ lik water these few wks.. if this is going to go on for e next 5-6mths, i'm going to hav to declare bankruptcy.. no $$ lor... den e bills keep coming in... n friends all turning 21 tis yr.. think bo bian lar.. save more on transport n my friends' presents lor(mayb just a happy bdae wish can?)... dun think my dearest friends would mind lar... hor.. =p

Haha to be honest really lazy to write wat fucking blog alreadi lar... got bored out of it.. haha.. but will try to keep it going lar... really busy lar.. army life.. hahaha.. so busy.. dunno how to describe lar... hmm.. wat to write leh... refreshing my memory...

6th June.. which is today lar.. nice weather.. but got to wake up early for a badminton session w/ my friends... 8 leh.. crazy one lor dey all book such a early slot for fuck sia.. haha.. gave them a piece of my mind when i reached dere at abt 8.15am.. i'm late lar.. but in case dey scold me.. haha i push e blame to dem 1st lor.. ehehe.. wah lau friend friend mah.. wont ji jiao so much one.. anyway i'm just fooling ard w/ dem.. woo hoo..angie wears a super cute attire.. hhaha.. looks lik pyjamas lor.. haha.. den everyone maked fun of her.. long time nvr touch badminton.. ahaha a bit rusty.. but soon got e ball n finish dem off w/ no sweat... wahahah.. losers...haha.. kim still dare say he pri school team one ar.. haha.. puix3 hehehehe.. no la modest...modest.. i must be modest.. ahaha.. hai.. tennis n badminton.. still prefer badminton though.. haha coz better at dat...den went to cash in my ezlink.. running low.. spent $30 bucks.. sigh..

5th June.. which is yesterday lor.. sian.. talk abt yesterday sian lor.. ever since our old stunner left us w/ e new BSO, simon.. i knew my future army life isnt going to be bright lor.. haiz.. going to be so not smooth.. ahaha.. he's lik no power ar.. n nobody's dere to show him e respect.. although i dun think he deserve any now lar.. but he shld at least be more standing..?? going to hav to say goodbye to our past good life time liao.. hai.. wat to do leh.. cry meh.. or beg him to stand? haha.. or force him to eat viagra.. fuck!! wat am i thinking?!? crazy crazy!! anyway.. only got to book out yesterday.. compared to our usual fri book out.. haha..haiz.. fuck it lar.. this i'm ookay lar.. but no early release??.. sian lor .. den we hav to do a thorough area cleaning for our bty.. cleaned our fans.. swept e floor.. watched e bird nesting its nest.. haha ya a bird nest.. a bird actually nest its nest just outside our bunk.. in our clothes hanging area.. u can see how incredible animals r.. dunno how to describe leh.. will try get a pic of it b4 i ord lor.. den book out lor... den samuel n me go collect specs lar.. before dat we went to get a haircut.. haha wat to do leh.. BSM caught me in e 1st parade.. say my hair messy wor.. look lik just wake up.. but it's e truth dat i just woke up mah.. haha.. gave him sme attitude lar.. fuck it lar.. embaress me lor.. haha.. samuel go make specs n i go collect specs ... den he beg me to lend him $$ lor.. err $60 haha.. den i see he so ke lian so lend him 1st lor.. hope he pay me today lar hor.... samuel hor.. if u r reading this lar.. hiak hiak~ $60 auto hor no need me to force u ar.. we r mature adults hor.. lalala~ just kidding lar.. no hurries honest.. den after e whole specs thing.. went str8 hme.. bathe.. n slept a while.. n left hme for Harry Potter.. hehe.. it's e 3rd episode ar.. heard frm a friend dat it wasnt as nice as e previous 2 episodes.. haha.. but dun care lar.. just watch lor.. tis time round we r smart.. haha.. we booked e tickets online.. haha call me smart!! i gave tis idea hor.. or else we will sure run out of tickets again lor.. was wondering y dey dun wan to build a bigger theatre?? no money meh..?? e day finally came where i can get back my 6610.. haha finally... e samsung s300 is so lousy.. although e tones r nice.. n looks quite stylish.. but other den dat.. e features all sucks..n is not user friendly as compared to nokia phones.. i miss u,6610..while watching e movie.. halfway.. *ring ring*...haha.. my phone rang.. haha..paisay sia.. so loud.. was angie lar... stupid gal.. hahaa...

4th June.. my RP day.. which is e day before yesterday..nth much happen today.. no much fights w/ samuel n no happening stuff leh.. just a boring day dat i had my RP.. n when i saw sme crazy ppl actually ate combat ration(given my big sensitive nose.. i know it's chicken dumpling) for their lunch when dey could hav had fresh hot rations frm e cookhse.. all sorts of ppl also got ar..

31st May.. my line exercise day.. which is e 5th day before yesterday..haha cant remember much ar.. except dat i got hme really late at abt 3am after e exercise.. lucky my dad n mum were dere to fetch me n jinghui hme lor.. wanted dem to stay hme n sleep but dey didn listen to me.. mayb dat's wat parental love's all abt..? felt really guilty i still treat my dad so badly.. but still cant forgive him lar.. but i'll try.. just give me more time,mum.."no matter wat he had done wrong.. he's still ur dad..if i can forgive him.. y cant u?" prob comes in whereby forgiveness just isnt dat easily done den said.. lots happened.. not only wat he did to mum.. n also how he treats mum.. but also how he treats me n how he treats basically e whole family.. n wat he shld hav done as a father n wat he shld not hav done... aiyah.. complicated.. fuck him.. mayb i'm still not mature enough lik wat my friends say..but is it true dat u hav to forgive others when u r mature? think twice..