My day goes...
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Bored.. Boreder... boredest... I'm the boredest man living in the world now.. Guess how i spent my day today?! hmm... slacking ard.. @ home.. so much so dat my backbone starts feeling sore.. the sore dat came frm all the slacking n lying ard at home.. DUHZ.. pretty much no life sia. Honestly.. if this life's gonna last for the rest of my CLEARING OFFS n LEAVES period, i'll confirm go mad sia.. no doubt. Let's see.. 1st thing 1st.. woke up in the morning @ 10plus. Couldn force myself to sleep anymore(trying to explain how pathetic i am).. haha.. then walked to the bathroom, wash up n went looking for any breakfast on the dining table. Pathetically nth.. not even a slight dirt or oil stain.. or bread crumbs.. duhz.. so went searching in the fridge.. hmm.. corn flakes w/o milk?! yucks.. err.. chocolate? tempting.. really.. haha but not for breakfast.. last choice? took a bottle of plain water n drink myself to full.. then was planning to go for a swim.. but.. e weather's gloomy.. so dropped e idea.. haha dere goes my workout plan..
Turned on the tv.. nth interesting.. all sme cheap shit china films.. boring.. my life's just cant get any worse.. so turned on my pc n watched "The Notebook" a romance novel i think.. Typical story.. Typical story.. abt a courting couple dat cant be together because of their parents.. duhz.. hahaa.. but simple as e plot may be but the actors were great. They took the show to such touch.. Real nice. Touching n the actress's classy n pretty.. wat more u ask for... So there goes.. time to settle my lunch.. hmm.. Instant noodles... came str8 to my mind.. it's how i've been settling my meals most of e time when no meals cooked... but really got sick of it. So instead took the 1st step out of my house to e nearby kopitiam to settle my meal.. Sat dere for quite sme time.. after i finish my noodles, ordered teh.. n continued my sitting.. n took a glance ard me.. man.. i looked like e ah-pek seating a few tables behind me.. n realise.. it's time to leave.. instead of staying n letting the thought haunt me.. went back home.. turned on the tv again.. still no show... sian. Having thoughts to subscribe SCV sia.. but not worth it lei.. so went back to my pc.. n wondered ard... surfed e net.. n was planning for my trip overseas.. hmm.. n got a haha.. real cheap deal.. lallalaa..~ so lucky....
N finally finally really was so happy dat it's finally 5.30... finally dere's sth on tv... smething dat interest me. haha sme bo liao ch8 show but it beats cheap shit china films... trust me.. it really meant a lot.. ahahaha... den was lying on the sofa until 6.30 where e show ends... NEWS.. hahaha.. so went cooking instant mee.. ahahhaa... save money n taste good.. dere goes how i settled all my meals for e day.. so was sticking my eyes to e rectangular entertaining box until now... haha.... so.. guess dat kindda summarise my day lor.. haha.. although it isnt really summarised lar.. but just take it lar.. anyways u have already finished reading.. just carry on reading this shit lor... it isnt going to take much of ur time is it..? So are u done...? i'm quite tired typing these nonsense.. hmm.. ok.. BYE
soowei noted at 10:32 PM
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Sunday, August 21, 2005
2molo marks my 2 year of NS life. I mean today. N me going for COS duty. Sigh. Sad isnt it. If wasnt for the COS duty, i would have asked my buddies out.. to celebrate our 2year friendships.. Anyways we maked a point to do it later.. Good good. Honestly, funny n ironic to say. I spent most of my NS life in my unit. But the people i know were merely aquaintances i would consider.. none i think would stay in contact after my ORD.. which is 4 mths later.. Cant wait for the day to come. Dunno whether it's either i dunno how to communicate or i'm just plain picky of the friends i make now.. Just find tat masks can be seen frm their faces.. Sme may appear good n nice to you but who noes.. Retard.. Cant man just remain stupid n dumb?! when all u see is just innocence? Instead the people i know frm BMT.. for merely 2mths plus, our bonding would be stronger.
soowei noted at 1:54 AM
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Ging ging... Ving Bing...
Saturday, August 20, 2005
Had a drive out w/ marc today.. wanted sme peace unlike e usual i had. Was at Spore River.. aka Clarke Quay lar.. ahahah sat at e usual place i would always seat w/ my close friends.. dunno why really seems to have the peace i always wanted there... Being able to look afar at the opposite dim lights n the reflection of the lights shone onto the still river just gives me peace. Hahaa... think only my close friends noe where lar.. hahaha... if u dunno go die.. :P
Anyways was there for sme drinks.. took out sme drinks frm our own alcohol corner n sme off the shelves frm 7-11... Seems to have sme thoughts tat i held so tightly on tat i can feel my heart pumping then.. Felt so drought.. drought for smeone to really shake the thing off me.. FUCk.. hahaa. anyways.. was feeling better alreadi.. NOW.. hahah dat's why i'm writing now.. timed 5.37am. haha the both of us were drunk dead on the floor until say 3plus 4 where we regain sme conciousness.. ahhaahaa.. but still damn jialat lar.. fuck almost puked on my dad's van. Cant imagine how my bro n dad would settle me if i were to do just tat!! ahhaha.. Shall try it out one day... hahaha.. Now feeling refreshed!! after a bathe.. n more more puking.. cant type for long.. my eyes are peeping... Sigh really hate to see myself so "duo luo".. hahah arent as if anyone's going to ke lian me.. hahah although i dun need dat.. so wat to do.. just gotta face it myself lor... .... ....
(10.42am.)Earlier yesterday was waiting for the Starhub guy to come to install sme wireless network in my house.. when ql called n asked if i want to go ktv.. if want meet at 1 at serangoon. hahha.. wahh.. the time he called? 11plus 12... duhz.. n i dun like last minute stuff.. still anyways wanted to join dem so much coz been a long time since i last sang too... but.. no choice gotta wait for e guy.. plus the party's arent going to stop w/o me... no one's indispensable wah.. haha.. so rejected. N wanted to join dem later if dey ask.. ahhahaa.. but no one asked ar.. so wat to do... no comments for the army friends.. so stayed home alone until 4. n went out w/ ben n sme of the guys for sme romantic comedy ahahhaa... "Must Love Dogs" dun think anyone would want to watch w/ me ar.. ahaha.. cant think of any also... actually also didn expect dat dey would "qian jiu" me ar.. although i noe their face got "qian bai ge bu yuan yi" but anyways... haha it's a nice show.. hmmm will give 3.5 stars out of 5 bah.. haha.. highly recommended!! if gotta choose, haha i prefer to watch it during the wkdays.. haha CHEAPER lei... yaya... me cheappo fuck lar.. yaya.. yeah... one more thing.. err.. nvm. dat's too private to talk here.... geez.. thinking of making another blog.. dat's really private... must hav password one.. hahahaa... hate it when there's sth in my mind n i cant say it now..
soowei noted at 5:13 AM
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Moving on...
Friday, August 19, 2005
Now clearing my offs and leaves.. A new beginning's here.. and i'll take my leave. All i need is alone. Anyone frm outside myself just arent needed.
soowei noted at 3:50 AM
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NDP Aftermath..
Sunday, August 14, 2005
NDP's finally over!! Yeah 3xcheers... CHEERS CHEERS CHEEERSS!! haha... The day has finally come for me to clear my leaves and offs... ahhaha... man i'm so damn touched when i talk abt this.. All the shit dat i tolerated for the past 2plus YEARS is finally coming to an end..!!! FUCK it's unbelievable.. Came too soon eh.. hahahha... P.S: for those dat's not clearing yet... n have a long way to go... sorry ar.. i dun mean to suan u guys.. But.. it's the truth.. so wat to do?? FACE it bah... waahahaha..... awww... ur day will come dun worry.. Cant even taste it eh... ITs OKAY...
HAhahaa.. man i just love doing that... ahha..HAte me if u want. haha. Anyways.. day's after NDP's not arent going to be smoooth... for as long as i still have duties to do.. Kwah.. damn shitty.. As promised, we were granted offs after NDP frm 10/8 till 14/8.. yeah n was pretty much looking forward to the long break.. after NDP. It's a long time since i had a break. But it just didnt come to me.. We were told to go back camp by BSO on the 10th.. to settle our comms.. DUHzz.... .... ....... it just came on the right time eh... fuck. Just have to do it. So we went back camp on the 9th early in the morn... the stage crew was dere... as expected mah.. coz we were in charge of all the comms stuff frm the start of preparation for NDP.. but wat wasnt within my expectation was the taupoline signallers were called down too... Err... "THERE's NTH TO DO w/ THEM??" hahaha... man it's just shit right. But as expected of BSO.. he sure say.. "well we are all signallers mah.. no need to seperate until so qing chu.." hahaa.. so guess nobody dare to talk abt dat eh... anyways.. worked till late aft. But our work arent done yet.. Just too messy under poor leadership.. hahaa... everything's a mess.
So bso wanted 2 guys to go back to camp on the next day... meaning 2 guys will be arrowed lor... so i volunteered myself!!! ahhhaa.... yeah coz i'm the COS(it's XUNWEI's duty... haha.. but i owed him n he told me to do back for him.. so dere goes...) for the next day.. ahahha.. i'm not so wei da.. ahhahaa.. sorry for any disappointment caused.. hehehe.... but dunno how lar.. in the end... everyone frm stage crew came back... except XUNWEI( he wasnt told to come back.. n didn bother to ask so in return, he's awarded a RP duty on friday.. KEWL). Anyways.. everyone's back to camp to acc me w/ my COS... ahahah.. but was gone after lunch. Anyways.. had a great COS.. Encik gave me the keys to the spec mess.. hahaha.. so me n weng went to the spec mess thru e side door... meaning noone else but e 2 of us know e spec mess's opened.. hahaa.. so we RULEZ!!! ahaha.. did a hell of secret activities lar.. haha which i dun think i shld say hehee.... so dat sort of summarised my COS duty.. simply eat sleep... do parade state n go spec mess... hahahaa... w/ no one to supervise me. hahaa coz e BOS was Sgt Roy... ahhaaha Ren Shi de lar... hahaha.. so Chin Cai lor...
Went to cut hair the very next day w/ hui... after which went for a blood donation. Was dere mah.. then anyways not rushing for time.. so why not... hahahaa.. anyways it wasnt my 1st.. but was hui's.. hehe... hahahaa.. made a joke sia.. hahaha.. k lar dun suan him lar... Wait buay tahan sia.. hehe.. had a great time ar...
then saturday spent the whole day organising my stuff.. n packing them... lots n lots to pack sia.. threw all the old stuff dat's gonna bring me bad memories n kept e good ones... went to developed all the photos i wanted to keep b4 formatted my PC coz kana sme spyware which i cant solve.. even trying doing sme system restore.. haha... after which went Seletar.. to enjoy e silent breeze blowing on my face.. just simply enjoy the feeling...
Went east coast today.. hahaa.. was dere lar.. doing nth.. just enjoying e scenery.. but was spoilt by sme malay pigs.. man.. dey are just everywhere huh... darn.. den to PP.. ahaha kinda attached to tat place.. coz my dad was always dere to repair the aircondition of a cake shop which was on e basement.. but now's gone... so was always dere.. the whole family... my mum would always bring us down to PP... by bus whenever my dad was dere... She would leave the 3 of us(me n my 2 bros) at e arcade while she waited at e cake shop for my dad.. u noe.. hahahaa... those were e days... so kind of have feeling lor... but we're moving on.. how nice it would be if i could turn back the hands of time...
soowei noted at 10:54 PM
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Go go NDP!!
Monday, August 08, 2005
Finally.. last day to NDP!! yeah.. 3 cheers... CHEERS!! CHEERS!! CHEERS!! ahaha... k lar i'm trying to be funny here.. cme on.. give me sme face.. funny right... ahahahahha... yeah i tot so... hahahah haha haaa... recently i've seem to have finally got things tot out.. stuff dat usually bothers me.. seems like passing traffic(cant find a better "bi yu") i see now.. haha.. in a simpler way, it's just a passing tot now.. no longer stands for anything now...
No idea. No idea dat if it's me dat totally lost faith in those stuff or i just thought of a better way to think it of... hope for the latter of course.. My dad's been disappointing me... as always.. ahah.. anyway kinda gave up.. but.. dudes, his still my dad.. my mum's husband.. no way my mum will want me to treat him in any form of disrespect.. she just feel hurt to see us in e way.. especially when she's sick for these few days, dun wish to let anything to upset her more.. so wat now?? Just try to avoid him haha.. as long as the time permits.. yeah sme might think it's a form of escaping.. but.. honestly?! who would want to escape if they could have got the matter solved earlier..?? i tried..
Things i see almost everyday.. haha.. no longer bothered abt it.. Sme lesson learnt.. well smetimes u just gotta mind ur own nose.. n be careful not to meddle with others business.. Sure dey will get things sort out if dey see any probs.. Right? yeah hope so.. so i just gotta be careful of my big nose i have lor.. try not to care if i dun have to.. haha.. Just a face of errr... "blank face" is enough at least for now..
National day.. yeah back to it.. hmm.. nth much i benefit frm it.. except for the Pizza huts n KFC i pack-ed home.. hahhaa... lots n lots of it... but honestly, it's starting to upset my stomach.. the smell of KFC.. n pizzas.. eeeel~.... gives me shivers when i think abt it.. it just makes me full..
Recently caught.. The Island.. Pretty nice nice show!!! yeah highly recommended.. I like the actions n the feel of futuristic stuff.. hahaa.. n of coz e chio bu.. hehe.. nice~.... n caught.. Seven Swords today.. ahha.. actually didn really want to spend $8 on dat movie.. coz it's CHINESE?? n chinese movies will be shown on tv very soon... haha.. anyways tagged along w e rest lar.. no choice.. haha dun wish to do any thinking either... n dere's no show alreadi.. since SHAUN had watched Wedding Crasher.. n the horror movies are late at night.. oh ya abt the movie.. hmm.. alrite lar.. lots of actions too.. by Tsu Ke... kinda expected wat movies dat comes out frm him.. Same old stuff.. not bad for a $7 movie.. after which.. everyone went home.. haha.. all got home cooked food... -_-'" while i have to starve myself.. haha.. still haven eat yet.. smetimes it's just nice to have home cooked food isnt it.. dunno since.. a long time i had it.. err.. was last last wk? :) hahaha... lalalala...~ but one mystery remains.. hahaa.. how cme i still so fat?!? hhahaa... must be the KFCs!!! n the singaporeans!!! all their KIASUISM dat hai me
soowei noted at 7:29 PM
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Sort sort..
Monday, August 01, 2005
Had a long day today.. Frm early morn, woke up at 10+, den went for a jog as i promised myself... hahaa.. been a long time since my last jog.. been so busy.. ahhahaah.. yeah pretty obvious i'm finding excuses eh.. after which went to buy newspaper n went back hme.. flipped e papers.. for jobs.. hahaa.. just updating myself.. which jobs are more in demand now.. n update myself abt e news happening ard me.. den on e PC n work on e new layout of my blog.. hahaa.. hmm.. still unsure which layout to work on.. damn.. daat's e main problem w my horoscope!! hehe.. blame everything but myself ... den went to take a nap... hahahaa lagi good life eh...
but it arent going to long sia.. after ORD.. damn. feels like hanging in e mid-air.. w/o any directions to go.. yeah had my plans already.. but still pretty much unsure abt it. N my parents werent really showing any supports to it.. but fuck care lar.. anyways i think i'm just going ahead w my life.. e earth's arent going to stop rotating w/o me.. haha.
Woke up during e aft.. online for a while to notice dat.. i actually had so much contacts on my msn.. haha.. but a handful of dem dat i seldom talk w/.. just see dem online.. n offline.. w/o stuff!? Weird rite..e feeling.. coz like.. in general lar.. we know each other.. n used to talk abt everything under e sun.. but.. now everyone's just moved on w/ their lifes.. n became so "stranger" haha.. so near n yet so far.. hahaa.. just feel weird lar..
Left home at 4 plus.. to National Library. went dere to continue my own studies.. hehe.. just hoping dat i could noe more abt wat i'm studying n thus make a choice abt my plan. Hard to find smeone to discuss w. me sia.. all are.. "its ur life lar.. u go think carefully abt it lor.." duhz.. how sia.. i noe nuts abt it n wat can i think.. hahaa.. anyways.. after which met leen for dinner n brought up e issue to her.. supporting she was.. haha.. n gave me sme ideas.. thanks ar! hehe. After which went back home liao lor.. n rot n rot till now...
Feel like going out lei.. for a drive out again.. just to sort out watever's in my mind.. anyones?! hehe...
soowei noted at 9:05 PM
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Just army.
Hmm.. back frm a drive-out w/ hui. Time checked 3.15am. A middle-aged guy at tis time still having no intention of sleeping.. haha. Just didn have the mood for tat now.. At least for now.. Dat's y i'm writing this.. thinking after writing, mayb i'll go sleep.. hahaha.. Geez.. my dad's up.. smeone of his age, sleep less.. Does it always work dat way?? As in as a human gets older, the rest he needs for his day just gets lesser.. Isnt it suppose to be the other way round?! Strange.. Just sucks right.
Life for me now... been nth but routines.. Just as expected frm NS. I mean cme on.. how can one gain anything frm NS?! .... ..... Err... (trying beri hard to find sth...) okay!! here's sth.. PIMPLES?!? Hehee... haha.. no lar.. k k serious.. how abt Foot Rot?! hahaha.. k k.. err.. it's getting not funny.. lalala~ well at least i got to know many friends here. Sth i didn expect. Hahaa.. coz b4 i was enlisted.. after getting the enlistment letter.. things i heard.. frm older friends dat been thru NS n my brothers(both)... all told me dat.. it's hard to know friends in NS coz everyone's for himself.. even if u did, it's just gonna be short... So didn expect much lar.
But still nobody can resist the cute yandao me!! hahahaa.. got to know pretty much friends leh.. mayb coz i not "tiao ti" bah.. hahaha.. i'm too easy-going... hahaha.. YEAH RITE!! <- i know dat's wat u guys must be thinking!! hahaa... but nvm.. i'm just so easy going.. shall forgive u this time... just dun let me see u on e street ever again.. haha kidding. No threats.. Frm the BMT buddies frm my bunk.. all librans.. dat shared thru tears n hugs.. together... all the sufferings.. haha.. n e torturing of smelling everybody's shit as a Toilet KING(sme name dey gave me) ... hahaha imagine.. every morning.. having to smell everybody's bombing in the toilet.. KAOZ!! but hey i did a great job making the toilet like home.. hehe.. i would even dare to lick it.. but luckily no one dare me lar... ahhahaa.... n e memories of RT.. haha.. Then went to SI. Where i got to know my buddy.. hahaa.. whom i only talked when he online.. ahhahaa.. n smetimes once in a while go out lar.. haa coz just too lazy to ask each other out.. bo bian lei... he GUARDS de wor... me only.. only.. Arty supporting signaller.. kaoz.. Small fry.. then to unit life.. where i just get fatter n fatter eating n sleeping.. hahahaa... n my brother, mr hui.. hahahaa.. whom i always mentioned.. hahaa.. yes the guy w/ e big ego, n e rest of the guys. hmm.. just being honest lar.. haah nth much to write abt dem.. hehe.. Dunno why just cant click.. no feel ar.. mayb coz everyone's had their back to look out for.. n i'm looking out for mine too?! No one's just out for everyone.. just for themselves?! haha.. sad to say n hear. yeah... or mayb we just didn been thru much together..
Anyways.. bhahaha.. still a long way b4 i ORD lar.. ahhaaaa.a.. so no need to start feeling so shit lar.. hahahaaha... getting late sia.. going sleep liao lar.. ciaoz
soowei noted at 3:15 AM
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