Thoughts out straight~!!

Sunday, December 12, 2004

Finally... had my thoughts out straight..!! Hehe.. Wrote a compo in my book of thoughts. This whole week.. had my local battalion exercise. E 1st of the upcoming 3. Everything's a breeze except e new stuff dat came in for my ops grp. Frm now on.. we hav to do action front... meaning.. camouflaging of e vehicle, selfscript, knee deep trench etc.. Things dat we have to do everytime we reach a new deployment ground. Being 84, e vehicle mechanic aka gunfitter grp, our vehicle, a 7 ton can nvr rest n stay in e deployment ground for long.. as we hav to go around repairing vehicles n guns.. unlike e other grps. So our camouflaging skill were taken to a higher level.. We have to do a garage style camou meaning one dat can allow our vehicle to move in n out of the camou net.. Things r much stricter these time round as we will be evaluated. So.. me being e only signaller... of coz feel damn low lor... but luckily e ppl ard in 84 arent dat bad.. haha.. except for one lor.. barbie.. :X.. excuse me.. haha.. So days past fast... nvr expected to shit outfield.. haha.. nvr wanted.. had wanted to "lun" until back to camp.. but melvin chio me.. so just go lor.. ahhaa... Ouu.. dat's great.. a great feeling when u finally let go 2days loads... haha.. 2 big lumps n one small lump.. funny thing's we both got bitten by sme insects on our left butt.. such coincidence.. hahahaha.. blah blah... throughout e whole ex.. i had only little comms.. being they prefer to make use of GSM instead of comms.. haha.. fuck care la... less job means better life to me. But felt so useless.. hahaha...

No words to describe e feeling back in camp.. a sense of belonging n relieve.. But felt damn low as sme family prob's affecting me.. So like dat lor.. E whole of fri.. was quiet n low.. didn feel like talking nor thinking.. so just did wat i think i wan to do w/o considering anyone.. heck care lor.. yeah just simply. Then e very nite.. went out w/ qlong n hui.. for a movie again.. err.... National treasure. Nice show.. short simple n nice lor.. clean cut. but only 3.5stars for it.. ahah.. Then sat... err.. felt super super low lar.. n felt like drinking.. so went to angie's hse for a drink.. haha.. n a puff of 3.. hehe.. dunno lar.. just felt so low.. n got drunk until e next morning... haha.. N of coz not forgetting hui n qlong lar.. Nice friends to have. hehe.. sorry ar.. Geez.. sian booking in in a jiff.. tml got btn ex again... duhz... pray hard dat melvin's going ba.. or i'll feel damn bored.. haha... Ciaoz..

Hell Coming... RUNN!!! n Awol?!?

Sunday, December 05, 2004

sigh sigh... next wk btn exercise. Damn.. it's going to be a long week i guess.. All e deployments... action fronts... etc. But e only comforting thing's dat i'm with 84. Haha.. which is a good thing lar.. Cause going to lead a happy do nth life over there.. Hehe.. It's really nth compared to e rest of my friends. Really nth.. Nvr expect dat too... :P hmm.. but i have a not so good boss. MTO. Haha.. he.. he's good to me.. n took care of me.. but when problem comes.. ha.. he will turn e arrow to u... n u will be so lost. dat's e scary part.. u nvr noe when he's really good to u.. arr.. i'm losing my senses..

Hmm.. anyways.. for e whole past wk... did nth much. haha e usual spent most of e time slacking in e office. Oh yeah.. had my SOC tis fri. Damn.. i failed.. by e miserable 15secs. SHIT lar!!! FUCK e whole world.. hahaa.. just ranting.. Woke up early to have milo.. ahaha actigen-E taught by Hui.. haha... think it really helps lar.. anyways not really disappointed. on e bright side, at least i managed to improve n could have passed my 1st yr w/ this timing.. So alrite lar.. haha must always think on e bright side.. e most next time try harder ba. Then immediately after e SOC took a bathe, sme area cleaning den book out... YEAH!! haha... free.. NAH... haha.. had to go for e Signal Cohesion. held by ourselves.. our own signal platoon. haha... hav to put up a smiling front.. haha or shld i say fake front. haha... but just dun like it lar... so e whole day like putting tis unfriendly face in e KTV.. hahaha.... dun like e feeling lar... but felt better after e KTV. where e grp of us sat together n had our sushi buffet.. sme time at last.. sme time to loosen myself.. hahaa... or watever lar... dunno how to say leh.. anyways it's really cheap ba.. only ard 20bucks per person.. den can order anything...alrite lor.. but nth compared to maru maru lar.. haha e ambience sucks.. it's in a food court.. ahha... LAME.

Then after e filing meal, went for movies(w/ hui,qlong,samuel n beng).. err...w/o a paddle.. ahaha.. not bad wor.. haha quite funny lar.. but stupid plot lor..overall only 3stars. only a simple minded movie which u need not think n crack ur mind abt... but it's just wat i need den. haha.. Then sat went to give tuition lor... on my way back hme.. i dozed off on e bus n missed my stop.. n went all e way to parkway parade... damn... time wasting..

Oh yah.. today earned myself 2 customers.. hehe... one super rich guy who dun study.. haha.. wan me to do assignment for him.. for $20.. damn.. it's just a 5mins work.. doing a simple webpage.. haha.. not so bad.. e other.. still considering whether wan to hire me to do his webby.. hahaa..... may god bless me.. hahahaa... money pls come.. $$$$$...$$$$$....