Goodbye my dearest..
Sunday, July 25, 2004
He left at 4a.m. Leaving nothing but a hard and cold body. He's a great companion and always had him around when I'm feeling low and alone. Although all he did was being there, it's already more than I could ask for. Thanks for being there and listening to my troubles. I'm feeling low and sad, but I just couldn't shed any tears. It's just me. No idea y. Maybe I know that you wouldn't be happy if I shed any tears. Maybe you taught me how fragile life could be. Maybe I know you will still be there for me. Maybe you could be awake. Maybe.. ...maybe.. .....
soowei noted at 9:27 PM
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off day today
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
Hmm.. Had been a long time since I'd updated this blog. Been really busy & tired lately. So took an off today to rest at home. Last week had been a "shag" week for me. From Mon to Thurs was 100m live range training and firing, but find it all worthwhile. Hehe. Strange eh, this words actually came out from my mouth? Hehe.. Cause, I've achieved my marksmanship and was rewarded with 2days off and 200 bucks!! Easy money I must say, but hereby really want to thanks my shifu, Samuel for the guidance. Whether you're reading or not, please don't start to feel proud of yourself. I owe it to you. Still, I did you proud by winning you. :) Haha. And want to apologise to Hui that I indirectly caused his marksmanship to go byebye. Still feeling guilty about this.
So the days were back to the usual after the range. Spending most of our time slacking in the office. Everyone was granted long weekend due to our good performance at the range, but poor me never had the chance to enjoy it. I was activated for the guard duty on the following Sunday. Hello? I'm reserve 2! How lucky I can be. My karaoke session gone!! Haha.Gotta take it like a man. Not as if it will do any help if I was whining. So spent my Saturday out with Samuel. He dated me out. I'm so touched. Hahaha. Went to beach road to get our ranks and name sewed on our uniform then went to catch "Mean Girls". Haha. Really funny. Not the show that's funny, it's me and Samuel. We were like the only past-teenager guys around in the whole theatre. Feel so out of place. But hey! We paid for the tickets! So sat throught the whole movie. Not bad. Would give it 3/5 for entertainment wise.
Then came Sunday. Had my guard duty. Nothing much to write about except that I suggested to Alex to go back bunk to bathe and sleep. Haha. Then Monday, before I could get a wink for my guard rest, we(guard duty personnels) were told to chop and cut the weeds and branches growing on the trees at our parade square. Super shit work appointed to the Big Asshole given by RSM. Really bad to talk behind one's back. But the new BSO is really a useless bum, I must say. He's willingly to accept every shit work appointed to be it him or us,signallers. Doesn't know how to fight welfare for us. Ex.: We burnt our long wkend doing guard duty. By the usual rules, we will be returned with 1 day off. But the Big Asshole actually told us that he have to go through BSM before giving us an off day!! What shit is this?? He's two bar!! He actually act like a man/sergeant. How on earth is he going to gain respect from us or be it anyone?
Went out w/ hui today. Haha that bastard took off from Monday till Wednesday. Good life man!! Caught "Brotherhood". A korean movie. As expected, korean shows are always draggy, so is this. It's a movie about two brothers going through war together. The only nice part about the show is the touching scene where the brothers were torn apart from their family. The war scene goes zzZZZzz.. I slept during it. Haha. I'm not to blame, the scene was basically soil being thrown all around and people getting blown plus, I'm too tired. Went out late last night and only reached home at 3 plus 4. Then had to wake up early this morning for the appointment with the TP. Bahh.. will leave that out. Less worries now. I hope.
soowei noted at 8:52 PM
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battalion ex 2..
Sunday, July 04, 2004
Woke up early this morning feeling that my body's been lazing around for too long so made some arrangements to train up. It's been a long time since I had trained not to say yesterday's battalion run. So went cycling on my bike to Paya Lebar to collect my new spectacles and rode all the way from there to Pasir Ris - Tampines(saw Cynthia Koh) - Jalan Kayu - Finally back home. Loved the feeling of sweating it all out and going whereever I want to go without any restrictions or whatsoever. It's hard to describe this feeling. Just do it yourself and u can feel the wonders. Haha. De-Stressed. Took a nice cooling bath, and took a short nap. Woke up and had been programming my client's program until now.Clocked 6.52pm. Decided to take a rest from all the work but somehow start updating my blog. Did some updates to my wishes and added some recommendations of my favourite songs. Read some articles on the newest technology to health and to the facts about rodents. Wanted to know more about my guinea pig. It had not been eating well. Didn't really had the time to take care of him since I enlisted. See? See what NS brings? Nothing but shit. Piles of em'
Had my battalion exercise again early this week from Monday to Wednesday noon. Like the previous exercise, I'm the Must Twang Officer(MTO) signaller. To be honest, I'm starting to hate this appointment. It's really nothing compared to samuel's appointment. Nothing. The usual, I had nothing much to do, so I initiated to help Jeffrey mann his comms during the wee hours. At last I made some contributions. Yeah~ pretty happy about that.
Err.. think I'll skip the NS stuff. So fast forward >>>>
Came friday. Usual stuff. Book out on the friday. Nothing much to do really when I reached home but only hear my parents yelling and complaining. Spare my ears folks! So wanted to drive around, speed, eat air. Especially in the night. That's the time when havoc gathers. Called up Samuel and Jinhui, the usual threesome? hehe.. Left home at about 9. Met up with Jinhui and acc him for dinner. Haha.. didn't really meant to rush him to finish up his meal, but we are really late. I told Samuel that I'll be there in a jiff. So you know. Yeah so fetched Samuel up and start wondering where to go next. Surprise, surprise. Samuel actually initiated OCH. A haunted hospital. Haha.. So we went dere. Drove up. The road leading to the hospital was in total darkness not to mention the coldness, making the whole journey so damn eerie. So we backed off the very moment we reached the main building. Drove very fast down back to the main road. Next samuel drove us to his old home. A very nice place I say. It's a total different environment compared out here. Bad thing was that we went there in the night, where all the scenery were covered with darkness. Went to geylang after that. Samuel wanted to take a peep at the prostitutes after our supper, so I brought him there. It's a place I won't forget. It's the place where I 1st hit a lady or I call a bitch. Won't go into it. After everything it's like 12 to 1plus. So I thought Samuel would want to head home. But haha.. he surprised me again. The usual sleepyhead actually asked us where we want to head to! Pretty onZ eh..hah.. So we went to Mount Faber. A place where couples unit and make out. =p. I didn't give the suggestion, Jinghui did. I'm a innocent party. hehe.. So we went there. Did some peeping. Okay only me and Jinghui did. Samuel was such a "gentleman". haha.. He is lah. Sat down on the top of the hill to rest. Chat for some time and finally head back home at about 3plus. I'm totally worn out. The moment I stepped my foot into my bedroom, zzZZZzz...
July 3rd. Woke up at 6.30am. For wat? For the stupid battalion run. Took a quick bath and wala! Nth much. Just run and run. Den went bedok for breakfast. Finally drove my friend's car home.. And zzZZZzz again. Before i go, noticed the good english i used? buahahaha
soowei noted at 6:52 PM
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